by Tinker » Sat Jul 24, 2010 9:29 pm
Part 3 is about self-indulgence and talks about how the move toward self-indulgence was supposed to liberate us, but instead made it even easier to manipulate us by indulging us.
I can't help but think there is a third way, something beyond both repression and indulgence. A place where we control our most violent extremes, not be ignorance and repression but through conscious awareness. Not because we indulge ourselves but because we seek to understand ourselves, and then control ourselves.
The twentieth century seems to be characterized by false dichotomies. Things are either one thing or the other. You're either Liberal or Conservative, either hedonistic or chaste. Real life isn't that uniform. There really must be something beyond.
This is what drives me and has for my whole life. It is the one area in which I am not lazy whatsoever. In fact I am pretty brutal to myself in my constant dissection. I am driven, but unproductive in a way, but there just seems like there must be something. There must be a better way.
I cannot believe that the door that was opened to the self is a bad thing. The self-indulgent 'me generation' following the chaste 'greatest generation' can't be the end all be all of this journey to the self.
I call it the 'fully integrated self'. There must be a way to go toward this, and outside of the mystical psycho-jargon of religion or psycho-analytic theory, but some way to make it accessible to the entire populace as a whole.
I disagree with both Reich and Freud. The primitive animal impulses are neither good, nor bad, but properties of the self that can be cultivated just like intellect.
The canary didn't die because this mine is dangerous, it died because it's lazy and wasn't raised with a proper work ethic.